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STRUCK SOBER

August 29, 2025

If I could have stopped drinking on my own power, I would have.

I had tried to stop drinking over and over again for many years. I thought I “needed” alcohol. When I finally surrendered the alcohol and its hold on me to God, and asked Him to help me, He lifted that obsession.

A miracle.

I was pretty much “struck sober” 7,718 days ago. When I say struck sober, I mean that it was an instantaneous lifting of the obsession for alcohol. I had prayed for many years for God to help me stop drinking, but I really didn’t want to stop.

I had to say to God, “Ok, I am finished with this insanity. Help me. I am ready for you to take it.”

On my knees. Praying. Gone.

When days went by without drinking, then weeks, then years—I realized this was a miracle.This miracle I received was evidence that God was real.I had not done this on my own.

It opened my eyes to LOOK for the evidence of God’s miracles all around me. I just have to gather evidence. It is there. All I have to do is look to confirm—

• A sober me.

• Watching a friend get sober and stay sober.

• Death happening and not having to drink over it and showing up for another who needs me.

• Telling my sober story and having that make a difference for someone else today.

I am evidence of God’s miracles.

You can be too.

Ask for God’s help.

“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”

Matthew 7:7

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